There's a certain kind of pain that can numb you,
there's a type of freedom that can tie you down. 
Sometimes the unexplained can define you,
and sometimes silence is the only sound.

I said you numb my feelings and now I feel okay
Give me such inspiration to look at things another way
You help me relax at the end of my day
So if you feel like I feel, than let me hear you say

She felt as if a little part of her died.
That initial anger she felt had turned to sadness,
and now it had become something else,
almost a dullness of sorts.
Even though she was constantly in motion,
it seemed as if nothing special ever happened to her anymore.
Each day seemed exactly like the last,
and she had trouble differentiating among them.
One time, she sat at her desk trying to remember the
last spontaneous thing she'd done.
She couldn't think of anything.